How do you partake in a subtle diss?

Do you openly state who you’re targeting

or do you keep it vague and leave them oblivious?

After all, when everyone else can assume…

it’s them who look like the idiots.

If the shoe fits, they say.

I think I’ve got a whole shop,

and people buy these shoes every day.

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Blood is thicker than water.

What a narrative.

Blood is nothing but biology,

and I’d personally rather drown 

than take the time to explain the psychology.

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I get a penny from beyond all the time.

I believe it’s from one person,

reminding me that I’ll be fine.

He was blood.

What a time that was.

When someone maintains the bond 

and offers up support like your favorite song.

–

He’s the only tattoo I have on my body.

His words, “Wish you were here” 

speak so loudly.

If only you knew the heartbreak

of knowing most of your “blood” only comes from the beyond.

A spirit who refills my spirit on a daily basis.

I know you look down with heavy disappointment,

I mean… let’s face it.

You mastered the energy to communicate 

while the living can’t even master 

human decency. 

Maybe that’s on me.

Thinking family means family.

That you show up, 

no matter the conflict.

That you show up,

no matter the distance.

That you show up,

period. 

–

I have another spirit looking down on me

who I believe would disapprove.

She’s finally succeeding in life,

why aren’t you all the first to stand in line?

Clap your hands,

a round of applause,

for the girl we all thought was a lost cause.

She’s found joy,

she’s found security,

she’s found love;

and she’s had babies.

What a joyous celebration,

and yet you all are lacking dedication.

If she was here, 

I know this wouldn’t be allowed.

If she was here,

I know she’d be speaking out loud.

–

It’s alright.

It’s okay.

Those that truly matter 

will show up for my special day.

–

Hello to the living,

and hello to the beyond.

My love extends to you

if you choose to cheer me on.