Can I bottle up this stress?
Place it in a bottle and seal it tight?
Can I drop it into the depths of the ocean
and have it gone overnight?
Unload my burdens and my heartache,
and watch as we part ways?
If I had to write a message,
I’m not sure what it would say.
Probably reference a perfect storm,
one that wouldn’t drift away.
Although this seems ideal…
how would someone else feel?
When they open up this bottle
seeking treasure or hope,
only to find complaints, worries, and woe.
It’s the easy way out.
Staying on the shore while your pain sets sail…
off into the sunset; watching as they fade away
onto another person, onto another land, onto another sea.
As long as they’re gone, they won’t affect me.
Right?
Is it emotional immaturity, naivety, or insecurity that’s bringing me down?
Financial instability, lack of growth, or is it my loss of creativity
that’s hurting me the most?
Either way I spin it, I can’t seem to land
my feet on the ground.
No bottles, no life rafts, not a single soul around.
I can’t save myself and I can’t sink others.
I know that storm will linger.
I’ll stop running away and just take cover.
